ever had a feeling u lost a dear friend the feeling u were there by his bed holdin hand. trying to say that it might be allright and that he will stick it out through the night. well i had and it haunt me for days. i try to swallow the pain yes in so many ways. i never forget you. u all ways be in my heart the feeling of ur heartbeat falling apart. i remember the night like it was yesterday. i cant believe that u went, but this is the way not the perfect way the way to say bye whenever im reading or hearing ur name imma cry. i aint a tough boy i let my tears drop. when im thinkin of you my mind will just pop. imma remember you forever ur in my heart for life. when i didnt feel pulse i just tried to revive. it didnt worked and i picked up the phone. try to dail 911 and 5 minutes later they've shown. i was in shock i cant believe that u died. i try to get my head straight and got all the feelings denied. i never felt so powerless in life, i got to the hospital and cried. cried for nights all alone in that room. thinkin it over and over. and some told me that live would resume. on ur funural there i tried to say some words. i choked all the words and saw some white birds. it made me smile and it made me think of you. when i went home listend the song of i miss you. the song is story from blink 182. i will allways carry you within my heart. now ur up there try to make a new start. just feel reborn and dont forget about me too. and when im up there, its one think i do. i speak to an angel , and ask them about you. |
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